an attempt at a site.
hi I'm tomcat and i don't know who i am at the moment.

all my hobbies taste like stale bread. i can't focus and i sleep all the time. worst of all is that i'm meant to be getting better.
i'm on 40mg citilopram, but before that i was on setraline and did not have a good time with it. i made my parents lives hell

so why not go nuts and just ditched the antidepressants then? because when i'm not fogged up to the point where writing this sentence is a struggle, i'm angry, and i take it out on myself. this is the first time in a long time theres been peace. but it's not real. i'm not at peace i'm just numb.
i just need to create something meaningful. anything. i need some evidence of my existence outside my four walls. i haven't been able to make anything in months or maybe years. times a bit strange for me at the moment.

after i post this i think i'm going to take a nap.